Monday, March 13, 2006

unhappy

My brother is frightfully irritable and always seems to herald unpleasantness for me.
yesterday for instance,
we were at Oasis, the restaurant in kallang
i was actually saying ;masterbed.. ;
when i haven't completed my sentence, aunt wendy interrupted and said masterbed room,
not masterbed..
daryl then joined in;" haha, stupid!".
i was neither offended nor crossed, just miserable.

mummy would side him
i'm not jealous of him, i don't envy his good looks or beauty
i only long for mummy's real love; not only as a child, but for me-Demi, myself.